2007-01-12
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Now I am fascinated with Ronin saying Duck and Moo and Me and No and Cat and Meow and Good and Wow. Today he has started blowing kisses and making a kissing sound and then saying ah. Makes me laugh I swear.
So my running monkey figured out how to lift and pour all the cat water all over himself this morning, drench his clothes and mine and soaked the cat. Then he stomped around in wet socks and this caused piggy squeals and belly laughs. My latest issue is I HATE MYSELF when I have to use a stern voice with Ronin and he looks at me like - how could you? I'm so sweet. But I don’t want a brat and stern voice has to happen sometimes ... but they have this power over you. Like last night I am bathing Ronin and he is not in the mood. And he starts to cry - his not hurt but not happy cry - with big tears and everything and I hated myself. I did nothing wrong but my baby crying just ripped me apart. They have such power? I know that at some point he will realize this but right now he doesn't and in a way that makes it worse.
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